Dear Simon
I think we all inevitably have some anxiety about the unknown but I think you will find a lot of posts on this site about people’s different experiences of SCT. The more informed you are, particularly about preparing practically, hopefully that will allay your concerns to some extent. Hopefully you also have a specialist nurse or transplant coordinator who can answer any queries or worries you have.
I certainly worried more about Kevin when he had pneumonia in the winter and was very ill than over the transplant now- the transplant teams are so used to dealing with all the side effects and watch for the slightest signs that you need help and have effective drugs at their disposal if you do need support.
For us there has been a couple of real positives- firstly when the stem cells were transplanted when there was a sense that ok treatment is over, now the recovery starts, to when the neutrophil count started rising slightly two days ago, this was a very exciting moment.
I would guess that Kevin found the constraints of having a broken leg 2 years ago more frustrating than this, he probably found induction therapy harder at times than the effects of the melphalan in SCT and knowing what to expect has been important yo us both. Kevin is 66 and only has one kidney so there were some initial concerns about his suitability for the process but I would say the worry about the process hasn’t been borne out by the experience so far.
I’m sure all those who have experienced SCT will be happy to provide you with whatever specific concerns you have Simon and meanwhile my dear husband looks forward to coming home and to being able to enjoy the football and Wimbledon as he gets his strength back!
with best wishes
Nicki