I was in the same position a year ago. My light chain ratio went over 100 and kept climbing so they recommended treatment. Although it wasn’t an outcome I wanted, I’d had smouldering myeloma for 2 years so had chance to adjust to the possibility. It must be hard for you being hit with an MM diagnosis and the prospect of treatment from the start so you will be feeling very anxious. Over the last year I have done 6 cycles of DVTD chemotherapy. I answered a question under the Treatment section of this forum this morning with more details of that if you want to take a look. I then had a stem cell transplant in May. On the whole, none of it has been as bad as I expected and I have recovered well. I’m currently feeling great and positive. There have been lots of blessings along the way and looking back I consider myself to have had a good year, in a strange sort of way! Lots of my fears were unfounded. Best advice is to take one stage and one day at a time. Don’t imagine how it’s going to be, because I worried about lots of things unnecessarily. Just take it as it comes. I wish you well on your journey. X