Hi Sue
Nice to hear from you,glad you have settled down and are coping with your diagnoses,many people on here are still at this stage for many many years,so lets hope as time goes by,your check ups will seem a bit easier.Although i know you must worry when the time comes round to be checked.
I do not think this worry leaves any one even people who are in remission its just something you have to learn to live with,put it on the back shelf and when it comes round to your appointment,get your mind set ready again.
Wishing you care free times Eve