Hi Min
Just to let you know my thoughts are with you,wish I could offer more. Hope you find sometime in your mind to stop thinking about it all.Planning that kitchen might just help you hold thing together,Its not a nice place to be in at the moment.As you have helped and told me so many times, we do get past these awful times,Peter must be in with a good chance,otherwise,would the powers that be,even go there.
to you also Angelina,wishing you well,I can understand him refusing to go in hospital,just being home helps to have a feeling of being more in control of things,I hope your family are there to help you.
Wishing you better times eve