I am so sorry that you have had this awful news. I hope this helps. I was diagnosed in 2005 at the age of 50 – then considered quite young for this awful disease. I had my first transplant in February of this year after a year of quite difficult times. Anyway, despite fearing the very worst, and having a fairly worrying and slow recovery time I have just been told I am in remission. Things are moving forward all the time with new developments almost monthly – please take heart. We are thinking of you tonight and saying a special prayer. I am convinced that having a positive outlook and keeping as physically active as possible has really helped me to fight this thing. Continue your favourite things if you can although for a while of course they won´t seem quite so important. Thinking of you. Carol