Vanessa, I think you should speak to the Myeloma UK staff about options.
I don't see why you can't leave the trial, have Velcade, and when/if it stops working, then have Revlimid. You clearly need an opinion from another consultant. This is something you are entitled to.
Eva
Dear Mari,
I'm very sorry for what you and Stephen are experiencing. I hope your love for each other will sustain you,
Eva
Dear Tony,
I know how you feel.
After my transplant, when I got my first results back, I was immensely stressed. This was because my paraproteins had gone up from zero( before transplant), to three( after the transplant). I'm a low secretor, so for me, this was bad news indeed. I know that for others 3g/L might be a very good outcome. My relationship with my oncologist did not include great clarity of communication, and my entire family began to stress out. After a few months, my paraproteins began to go down by themselves and then I felt a lot better.
I hope you mange not to worry too much.
Eva
Dear Gill,
I understand how you feel. I have messy handbags, and instead of cleaning them up, I just go up a size. My purse was christened 'the dead piglet' by my husband because of its weight in coins. I've 'upgraded' the size of my handbags, until now I sometimes have been known to go out with a cabin luggage suitcase which I trundle along.
I find it difficult to believe that my husband Michel will miss that aspect of me one day, but I guess you never know.
Eva
Thanks Garry,
Eva
Hi Tom,
I still had some nausea when I get home. During my current cycles of chemo- Velcade, Cyclophos, Dex, I was ok for the first four months and then the nausea hit like a tsunami. I suffered for several weeks and used all sorts of oral meds. Finally my husband who used to be a nurse reminded me that we had a supply of anti-nausea injections in our cupboard from the days when I used to get migraines. I had one injection given to me by my husband and immediately got four hours of relief. We then decided to book an appointment with our local GP to explain what we'd done and to ask if it was safe etc…
I was also concerned about cost to the NHS – if we were perhaps going to ask for more injections( some were past use-by date), would I be draining NHS funds terribly?
We found out each stemetil injection costs 50 pence, so that's not a problem. Administering them doesn't require a nurse – but a doctor might have to explain how to do it. It's easier than the growth factor ones we had to promote stem cells. I asked about frequency. We figured out there were three or four days a week when I was at my worst. My doctor said if I had one injection a day on those days it would not hurt me. I did this last week and it really did break some kind of cycle of suffering. I have no nausea for four hours – I eat better – when the nausea comes back it's much milder and responsive to oral meds. This week I've only had one injection so far – but I had it as soon as the nausea started. This had led to me eating much better and sleeping more restfully. We will re-evalute the situation every few days.
Good luck,
Eva
Dear Tom,
Wish you all the best and hope you are able to continue with as many relaxing and engrossing activities as possible.
Eva
Tom, I spoke to a nurse yesterday and she assured me the pain relief was working.
Eva
Dear Terry,
While there could be a host of other factors impacting on you, I believe it is quite common for a patient to lose weight when mm is waking up. I did.
The positive thing to think about is that hopefully you will be having treatment soon. Which trial will you be on and when does it begin?
Eva
Dear Stephen,
I think there are two ways you might be able to go with such an incredible result.
You might be able to take the Rev for a while if you get funding and therefore delay transplant if you are really dreading it. If you relapse, there is a possibility that another med will get you ready for transplant. You must also check how long they can keep your stem cells from before, and whether they can harvest new ones.
As far as meds for side effects – I don't know how authoritative I can be.
When I had an anaesthetic at a younger age, I vomited for about four days and was told they had run out of options to control the side effects. A few years later, after another anaesthetic, I was given other meds and felt only slightly ill. I asked how this could be possible and was told that, in general ,as the years go by, there are increasingly more effective ways of reducing nausea. I've also heard some patients say that each transplant can be different, even for the same person. However, there will never be a cast iron guarantee of a reduction in suffering.
I imagine that your treatment options might be constrained/partly determined either by funding options, 'current good practice,' or the opinion of your consultant.
There is something I have done on a couple of occasions when I've felt really challenged by nausea or side effects. I've done this because I'm not very brave. This is not a medical recommendation; it would have to be checked with a consultant…… I've taken a sleeping pill that has previously been approved by my doctor, and somehow, being drowsy for a few hours has helped me cope, at least during a long night. I hope you will never feel bad enough to wish to be knocked out, whatever you do.
I'd like to remind you that some drug treatments that we might employ instead of a transplant can have difficult side effects as well. I've been on Velcade/cyclophosphamide/Dex recently. During the first four cycles I thought I was sailing through it. Then suddenly I got pretty severe nausea, diarrhea, fatigue, and I've spent a lot of time in the past six weeks in bed. I've mentioned to my husband, that while this wasn't as traumatic as my transplant, the last few weeks have been as difficult, as say, my first month at home after my transplant. Today I've had a few hours of feeling better and have even been able to enjoy a meal, so maybe my state will improve.
I think the main thing to remember is that so far, your myeloma has been brilliantly responsive.
Good luck,
Eva
Dear Wendy,
Sorry about the rise in your freelites. It must be so difficult waiting for a trial to begin. I hope someone can give you a bit of inside information so you can make an informed decision. I think your training can only make you fitter and help you withstand the debilitating effects of treatment.
I'm on cycle six of Cybord – rather exhausting, with an array of side-effects- but doable and starting to be effective. No idea what I might do next.
Best,
Eva
Dear Maureen,
I'm delighted with the news. Also the previous communication about the 60th birthday- I really thought we had the wrong decade there……
It's very long warm days in Scotland – rather amazing- some locals are getting sunburned in ten minutes. We have a huge pond in our garden which has two oversized survivor goldfish, frogs, lily pads and a range of plants and beetles. I'm a bit weak as I tend to get a few days after having dex as part of my treatment, but the air is fragrant and it feels as if we are away on holiday.
Best to you both,
Eva
Dear Garry,
Still trying to call Sue on her new mobile number but unsuccessful.
Any idea how else I can get through?
Eva
Hi Tom- have been thinking of you and wanting to write but my Cybord treatment has also been knocking me out and causing nausea. I had a rough time a few days after I had my melphalan infusion when I had my ASCT, but once I came home I made very fast progress and didn't have any medical emergencies.
Wishing you all the best,
Eva
Dear Sue,
Hi- this is Eva. I've phoned your mum and ended up speaking to your dad. Have been trying to find out how you are.
Thinking of you,
Eva