Dear Roberta – I too am sorry that you are in this position and agree 100% with what Bridget has written. It's a rotten position to be in but sadly we know all too well that some families respond differently to how we hope and expect. The Mac nurse may well be a good start so do give them a try. If she can't help she will surely know somebody who can.
Remember the most important thing. You are doing really well with your treatment and I too hope for a complete remission for you. You deserve it.
Love, Gaye xx