Thank you all so much for your words of encouragement, especially to all the people who have trod this path and have their own battle to fight It means a great deal to have your support. Yes today is better.
I realised a long time ago that if one worries about the time that is left you may as well just throw that time away. I just needed to think of that for a while since Dr S's news.
We both enjoy cooking but for the second day running could not find it in us to bother. We got yesterday's lunch on vouchers apart from the tip so today we splashed out and went to our local eat all you can for 6.99 Chinese restaurant.
They have about 40 different dishes that you serve yourself from and you can eat as much or as little as you want. Neither of us are huge eaters but it is nice to go back for a little more of something that you like. eg chicken satay with a really crunchy peanut sauce, and one of the many deserts on offer is jelly and ice cream (I am retired but a school child at heart)
We may not have pigged out completely but we probably won't eat again until Saturday:-)
Thanks again and love to all Gill xxx
PS the next meal we have will be something very plain and boring. Bangers and mash anyone?