THANKYOU,THANKYOU,THANKYOU, 2 evryone that answered my post.
I felt extremely guilty after writing it.
I do understand that it's 'his' illness and that i am a different character.He has 2 deal with it his way. i just feed my mum snippets on a need to know basis.
trouble is i like info and probably research tooooooooooooooooooooo much.research has given me knowledge along with highs and lows. it can be lonely but its how i cope! looking for hope……………..
I was just so cross that he'd gone to work and he was so poorly. I,myself, am stuck in bed recovering from flu. my mum also has it and i feel so stressed with it all.
I'L get to know ALL your names in due course and look forwrd to getting to know u.
thankyou again for your kind words
post soon HILS xxxxxxxxxxxx