Thanks Mandy!
Got your mail/response. I am new to this forum. Despite spending my working life in acute care / tertiary hospitals, I am struggling. I AM, though, still positive and trust ALL the cancer charities and research units to continue their invaluable and dedicated work to finding cures for ALL cancers, if not for us, but for all who follow. At 59 I still do not feel old but moving about like an old man screws my mind! Pain becomes a partner telling you that you are still alive and making every extra minute a bonus and making being positive a reality! I hate being tired all the time, I hate pain, I hate hospital visits, I hate MM, but I Love Life, I Love my Wife, my Kids, my Grandchildren, so every treatment, every extra minute is worthwhile. Good Luck and ALL our Love. Happy New Year!