Hi
This is my first time on this forum although i have used Myeloma uk information since the first day my husband was diagnoised in 2007. Reading your post is exactly how i am feeling at the moment. I feel i shouldnt be feeling this way after all this time but it has been a long long road. My husband Terry was diagnoised with Multiple Myeloma in July 2007 and had a stem cell transplant in Februay 2008 and went into remission in June 2008. However as we advised the Myeloma did return and after several cycles of treament he has been on Revlamid since September and the change in him and our lives is unbelieveable and i find it hard to talk to people about it. My family and friends are amazing but they dont understand the day to day living with it. I have finished work and now full time carer to my husband who at 58 is now wheelchair bound and doesnt want to go out much after we use to have such a full active and social life. I feel like a butterfly who has had its winged clipped and feel guilty for feeling this way. I was thinking about speak to my gp about counselling although i already feel a little better reading this post and wish i had done ages ago.
