WOW! 😀
Thank you to all of you for your kind words,
It's amazing how reading your replies have helped me to see things in another light.
I've always strived to make others happy, give advise, or a listening ear, and it was kind of embarrassing for me now to be the one needing somebody to help me out and give me a ray of light, but you have all managed to do that and I'm grateful.
It's currently snowing here, but I feel so warm and comforted knowing I'm not alone (even though I wouldn't wish for anybody to have to be here).
Many thanks guys 🙂
Hope you are all well (as can be), you will all be in my thoughts
Neelie x