Myeloma Forum | RosalynBennett | Activity https://forum.myeloma.org.uk/members/Roz/activity/ Activity feed for RosalynBennett. Mon, 13 Apr 2026 04:45:44 +0100 https://buddypress.org/?v=2.9.4 en-GB 30 hourly 2 4881636bd677ab04e99bfcffd82b7266 RosalynBennett replied to the topic My friends got Parkinsons in the forum End of Life and Grief http://www.myeloma.org.uk/forums/topic/my-friends-got-parkinsons#post-108030 Fri, 21 Dec 2012 23:18:54 +0000 Thanks Tom

Yes I've been to see my friend, I've tried to calm her down and ask her husband to look after her…God I feel crap. how your supposed to carry on when seen what I've seen is beyond me.. Sister just left but all I want to do is break..Just shows you, when your disabled your left to rot

]]> 995f879542a8fd7b8da7c99328b6a845 RosalynBennett started the topic My friends got Parkinsons. in the forum End of Life and Grief http://www.myeloma.org.uk/forums/topic/my-friends-got-parkinsons Mon, 17 Dec 2012 21:25:40 +0000 Hi all I need someone to talk to so hope you don't mind my moan.

I sit here alone watching the tree my grand-daughter put up. I miss Michael so much and want to hold him tight. I then get a phone call telling me that my best mate has Parkinson's disease.She has been like this for 2 yrs, going to the same doctors Michael went to. She got told by…[Read more]

]]> c459a46e4aee9553a3755faa8b53e527 RosalynBennett replied to the topic Bereavement Counselling in the forum End of Life and Grief http://www.myeloma.org.uk/forums/topic/bereavement-counselling#post-107964 Sun, 16 Dec 2012 21:43:17 +0000 Dear Min and Gill

I still go for counseling. Because it took over a yr for any help I had it really bad.
I've learnt to let my tears out and I've stopped blaming myself. My grand-daughter put up my tree, but I just want to throw stones at it. Christmas Eve will never ever be the same again.

Min and Gill please accept my love, my thoughts…[Read more]

]]> 5c9ff812da01f55940ac2b272b0f667c RosalynBennett replied to the topic My brave husband Kevin has finally lost his battle with myeloma in the forum General http://www.myeloma.org.uk/forums/topic/my-brave-husband-kevin-has-finally-lost-his-battle-with-myeloma#post-90448 Sun, 16 Dec 2012 21:35:58 +0000 Hello Susan

Thank you for your kind words. I hope you are coping well. My grand-daughter put my Christmas tree up because I still feel like I'm celebrating his death.

Please try and remember the good times you both had, don't hold back your tears because I found out you need to let them go, I still do that because I held them in for so…[Read more]

]]> ce63e4573ef947501d8f5422a00d36ba RosalynBennett replied to the topic My Loss in the forum End of Life and Grief http://www.myeloma.org.uk/forums/topic/my-loss#post-107629 Sat, 09 Jun 2012 06:51:23 +0100 Dear Carol

I'm so sorry for your loss. I lost my husband 18 months ago. Yes it is still hard and yes I'd still do anything to see him again. But when I look back to the man who fought for 18 months to survive this terrible cancer and took his life, I know wasn't Michael. The canvas's on my wall of the 2 of us is Michael.
What I'm saying is try…[Read more]

]]> d37e54720413f70d92d5114b1caa514b RosalynBennett replied to the topic 18months later in the forum End of Life and Grief http://www.myeloma.org.uk/forums/topic/18months-later#post-107619 Sun, 20 May 2012 16:54:33 +0100 Thanks Eve , Eliz.

Eve I know what its like to be there for your daughter, and not have it recupiated don't no if thats the right word. Please don't leave it too long before you talk together, Rachael admits she treats me horrible, doesn't know why, but I have seen she has gone and left me behind. Hope your daughter doesn't do the same… Hope…[Read more]

]]> e1f1b772fc150b8cfeaedc3bcb82c8bc RosalynBennett replied to the topic Rev Failure Mk II? in the forum Treatment http://www.myeloma.org.uk/forums/topic/rev-failure-mk-ii#post-99295 Thu, 17 May 2012 22:38:11 +0100 Dai, I wish you all the best…Keep pushing the consultants, and fighting em while you can.

All the best to you

Love and best wishes
Roz xx

]]> 4b301cf7ed72b02f3a5b25a3ec54246c RosalynBennett replied to the topic HERE WE GO AGAIN !! in the forum Treatment http://www.myeloma.org.uk/forums/topic/here-we-go-again-/page/3/#post-98781 Thu, 17 May 2012 22:35:30 +0100 Hi Bridget

Just wanted you to know I'm thinking of you in your troublesome time.

I hope and pray things start and pick up for you. I wish you all the best and wish I had a wand to wave this all away.

Love and best wishes
Roz xxx

]]> bd5792b5a656f7d4f66ef671620a9292 RosalynBennett replied to the topic 18months later in the forum End of Life and Grief http://www.myeloma.org.uk/forums/topic/18months-later#post-107614 Thu, 17 May 2012 22:29:44 +0100 Thanks Tom
Your a star who I come to when I cannot cope

Roz

]]> 1b3b8d8163d4ac959ad31f95b2c720b1 RosalynBennett replied to the topic 18months later in the forum End of Life and Grief http://www.myeloma.org.uk/forums/topic/18months-later#post-107616 Thu, 17 May 2012 22:28:39 +0100 Thanks David.

I think of you all as my mates, you stood by me through Michael's illness.
It's hard and Rachael and Lauren hve moved on but cannot see it so its like loosing 3 people even though they are still alive, but I don't see em unless I beg.

All the best for the future.

love Roz

]]> 0ce6e9fe82265815f55c0f408b5a52ea RosalynBennett replied to the topic Another relapse? hope not! in the forum General http://www.myeloma.org.uk/forums/topic/another-relapse-hope-not#post-92690 Thu, 17 May 2012 22:24:41 +0100 Hi Keith,

Fingers and toes plus everything else are crossed.

Hope everything is ok with you and your not going through it again.

Love always Roz

]]> 9b281558ebc3f89b39c30a2574b92f04 RosalynBennett replied to the topic 18months later in the forum End of Life and Grief http://www.myeloma.org.uk/forums/topic/18months-later#post-107612 Thu, 17 May 2012 12:21:18 +0100 Hi Tom

Thanks..Yes I've employed someone else to help me for another 24hrs. I'm now able to go to meetings, see mum more cos she's in hospital and generally get out because without someone to drive me I'm house bound.

And yes I did nearly comit suicide but 2 best mates and mum got me from doing it, If my mate hadn't got em to do any…[Read more]

]]> 4821b4dba3ad213c2ed25d1ac16abedb RosalynBennett replied to the topic 18months later in the forum End of Life and Grief http://www.myeloma.org.uk/forums/topic/18months-later#post-107610 Wed, 16 May 2012 21:15:41 +0100 Thank you

I'm trying to carry on but it is very very hard

Roz

]]> 44455a4e016bc403af10b6e7785d77d2 RosalynBennett replied to the topic Revlimid Failed in the forum Treatment http://www.myeloma.org.uk/forums/topic/revlimid-failed#post-99269 Wed, 16 May 2012 21:14:13 +0100 So Sorry Gill,

I agree with the others, but knowing how we wern't allowed to travel when this happened to Michael, I no by experience that everything is put in your way to stop you going.
I wish you both all the best and hope Stephen can carry on alot longer.

Love to you both
Roz

]]> 3a93a45ad0293905a9e2912d01b65ee8 RosalynBennett started the topic 18months later. in the forum End of Life and Grief http://www.myeloma.org.uk/forums/topic/18months-later Tue, 15 May 2012 21:32:59 +0100 Hi All

I hope your all doing fine, well as good as you can be!! I decided to write to tell you how life has moved on.
I still go for counselling, it took ten months after Michael's death to start so I suppose I'm not doing too bad! May the 7th was Michael's birthday, this was hard. It was harder than last yr, but friends have told me I was…[Read more]

]]> 358d55c94f067fd2c1e1505b36bf1035 RosalynBennett replied to the topic HERE WE GO AGAIN !! in the forum Treatment http://www.myeloma.org.uk/forums/topic/here-we-go-again-#post-98755 Sun, 11 Mar 2012 18:39:17 +0000 Hi Bridget

So sorry about your news, but I'm glad about the other.
I'm sorry I missed this earlier when I came and checked on you all. You all mean alot to me, so please try and keep strong. I'm so sorry it's happening to you again…It always happens to the good guys thats what I say now adays.
I wish you all the best and hope and pray some…[Read more]

]]> b37a8c0457f2e777f1d8d318a9fdd7e0 RosalynBennett replied to the topic Moving at last in the forum General http://www.myeloma.org.uk/forums/topic/moving-at-last#post-92273 Sun, 11 Mar 2012 09:37:47 +0000 Hi Eve,

So glad things are moving along nicely for you both…you know what I mean by that so please forgive the pun. Sorry its taken me so long to see this only come on the site now and then, but I'm still interested and care about you all.
Give Slim my best wishes.

Love and all the best
Roz xxx

]]> 7bcc5e950bb06172a69541c68a4ab7e5 RosalynBennett replied to the topic Terrified in the forum End of Life and Grief http://www.myeloma.org.uk/forums/topic/terrified#post-107457 Sun, 11 Mar 2012 09:33:22 +0000 Dear Joe,

Sorry about the loss of your dad. Haven't been on here for a while.

Michael my husband died from it as you probably know. So I know what your mum is feeling. We had been married 30yrs. As long as you are there for each other at this time and also the future, your mum should be fine. Your mum will be feeling things differently to…[Read more]

]]> 1b4baec8d66981ef5788c89c086593d7 RosalynBennett replied to the topic We have reached the end of our battle in the forum End of Life and Grief http://www.myeloma.org.uk/forums/topic/we-have-reached-the-end-of-our-battle#post-107472 Sun, 11 Mar 2012 09:23:57 +0000 Dear Nicola,
I'm so sorry that it has come to this so soon. I'm also so sorry for not replying sooner. I come on this site every now and then these days since Michael went in Dec 2010.
I'm still raw but not like you are at this moment.
Please try and remember your dad in the good days. I went and had some canvas's done and they are on my walls.…[Read more]

]]> d3c06a3d2117000cf24aa9814a103bf2 RosalynBennett replied to the topic Alone in the forum End of Life and Grief http://www.myeloma.org.uk/forums/topic/alone#post-107451 Mon, 27 Feb 2012 21:15:37 +0000 Now don't tell fibs Tom, you took a picture of yoyr full breakfast before you ate it.
Glad your all right too.
I'm trying to get on with it Eve, but I know deep inside even though everyone tells me she uses me I'd love for her to come through my door.
Bet no card comes for mothers day, never got onelast year either and that hurt like…[Read more]

]]> 124b04e489ce7a694675d42c125ed31f RosalynBennett replied to the topic Alone in the forum End of Life and Grief http://www.myeloma.org.uk/forums/topic/alone#post-107445 Thu, 16 Feb 2012 21:31:28 +0000 Thanks Mavis,

Rachael has just decided to live her life with new boyfriend and I don't come into it. If yousaw how she is with me, and I am disabled and saw other peoples kids you'd see how selfish she is. Been told that today from people who have known her all her life. She just doesn't want to associate herself with me until she wants…[Read more]

]]> 65792fb3123b765f7bd5f01fd6cfe408 RosalynBennett replied to the topic For Tom - not for the sensitive! in the forum Off topic http://www.myeloma.org.uk/forums/topic/for-tom-not-for-the-sensitive#post-110154 Sun, 12 Feb 2012 10:00:37 +0000 Well done David,

I believe we all should have a choice so building your own must satisfy you inside.
At the moment I'm sorting out my own. Now I'm alone I believe it's something I need to do.
Any way back to you. I hope its along time until you need your own coffin

Love lots
Roz

]]> 9af406abb589609d634c1e89d64e8830 RosalynBennett started the topic Alone. in the forum End of Life and Grief http://www.myeloma.org.uk/forums/topic/alone Sun, 12 Feb 2012 09:54:08 +0000 Hi All,

Thought I'd see how your all doing? Hope your all as well as can be, and Tom hope your chest infection is getting better. Your breakfast plate on facebook makes me believe it is.
At the moment going through a stage where I'm believing I'm in the way, but you always put me right.
My best friend died 2 weeks ago. Everything she went…[Read more]

]]> a2fc05f0cdc6b35abd0fbf8762a0f952 RosalynBennett replied to the topic lets all have a laugh. in the forum Off topic http://www.myeloma.org.uk/forums/topic/lets-all-have-a-laugh#post-110106 Mon, 23 Jan 2012 09:23:12 +0000 Great, it made my day,

Arn't kids great oh so Innocent and a delight to watch

Just remember to keep important papers away or you won't be laughing

Love and thanx Roz xxx

]]> a9aff89a11d53417ae010f56f1f5d298 RosalynBennett replied to the topic REMISSION. in the forum General http://www.myeloma.org.uk/forums/topic/remission/page/2/#post-91990 Mon, 16 Jan 2012 12:03:12 +0000 Well done, the pair of you

Enjoy cruising we used to, it's so relaxing.

Hope you have a good time together for a very long time.

Love Roz xx

]]> 3e03383df0e1a1ea3e1227f9392dadcb RosalynBennett replied to the topic Grief in the forum End of Life and Grief http://www.myeloma.org.uk/forums/topic/grief#post-107399 Mon, 16 Jan 2012 09:33:40 +0000 Dear Chrissie,

I'm so sorry about your loss. My husband Michael died just a year ago xmas eve. He died in the middle of the night too.
What your feeling is unbearable, I know. I keep saying at least he is not in all that pain no more.
You will cry, you will scream, you will not understand what has happened but all I can say is come on here…[Read more]

]]> 2102949ad9e64cc6a79886f11b72b5af RosalynBennett replied to the topic About As Off Topic As You Can Get 4 in the forum Off topic http://www.myeloma.org.uk/forums/topic/about-as-off-topic-as-you-can-get-4/page/2/#post-110046 Mon, 16 Jan 2012 09:19:13 +0000 Hi all,

[b]Arythmia[/b] is my word, that leaves MIA.

Roz xx

]]> 3908de27ebcee0e8416c2e52cd9913c0 RosalynBennett replied to the topic Another farewell... in the forum End of Life and Grief http://www.myeloma.org.uk/forums/topic/another-farewell#post-107388 Sat, 14 Jan 2012 20:17:21 +0000 Dai

I'm so sorry to hear you've had another loss,
think positive, remember your here for a reason. Please don't be guilty just try and cope with what you've got.

Love Roz xx

]]> 0b04f867c68280c1bb2bf90c71b79f9d RosalynBennett replied to the topic About As Off Topic As You Can Get 4 in the forum Off topic http://www.myeloma.org.uk/forums/topic/about-as-off-topic-as-you-can-get-4/page/2/#post-110044 Sat, 14 Jan 2012 20:14:09 +0000 Hi All

Calculate is something we all do

That leaves ATE

Love Roz

]]> fe515fd6881785d367544c260f306f36 RosalynBennett replied to the topic How do you start to say good bye?? in the forum End of Life and Grief http://www.myeloma.org.uk/forums/topic/how-do-you-start-to-say-good-bye#post-107380 Sun, 08 Jan 2012 18:37:50 +0000 Hello Michelle,
I'm sorry you are at this stage. I lost my husband xmas eve 2010. I found it very hard to say goodbye because I had to be positive. [b]Please be positive[/b]more and more drugs are available.
Your husband will know himself when the time is right, so until then stay positive and hopeful. When your husband is ready he shall tell…[Read more]

]]> f85593520d3604e68f0ea6358d0bdad4 RosalynBennett replied to the topic The Holiday Is Over in the forum Treatment http://www.myeloma.org.uk/forums/topic/the-holiday-is-over#post-98639 Sun, 08 Jan 2012 18:24:43 +0000 Hi Bridget,

My fingers are crossed too. Here is hoping a new year means fantastic results for you all.

All the best
Love Roz xxx

]]> 279789c4314186f27e48a5f38d5968e5 RosalynBennett replied to the topic Hello everybody in the forum General http://www.myeloma.org.uk/forums/topic/hello-everybody#post-91947 Wed, 28 Dec 2011 21:01:02 +0000 Glad you had a good xmas Shirl
I got through anniversary. Xmas Eve, my mates called, one got me to sob like never done b4.
I'm glad you got spoilt you deserve to be. Have a good weekend and hope your new year becomes all right for you and your family.
Rachael hasn't come round yet, boyfriend is 1st in her eyes. I'll learn to put her on back…[Read more]

]]> 45e4594d7243bc8a47ac55c8a9bbadff RosalynBennett replied to the topic christmas in the forum End of Life and Grief http://www.myeloma.org.uk/forums/topic/christmas1323807925/page/2/#post-107215 Wed, 28 Dec 2011 19:44:03 +0000 Thanx Tom

No it wasn't easy! you can tell with me being on here now.

June got me to sob like never before.
My sister told Rachael on facebook she better get her act together b4 she looses me, not those words, alot of beeping I think.
Made me realise that Michael wanted me to carry on working for the disabled so I will if they let me, I've…[Read more]

]]> 2e79e45cbab0f9c234814823738097aa RosalynBennett replied to the topic christmas in the forum End of Life and Grief http://www.myeloma.org.uk/forums/topic/christmas1323807925/page/2/#post-107213 Wed, 28 Dec 2011 14:32:07 +0000 Hi Min

I survived too. Xmas Eve aniversary, I had music full blast, tears, looking at his garden. That evening two friends came, we set off some lanterns for Michael, then one friend started to get at me but hold me close and tight until I sobbed and sobbed. I felt better after that. Went to my sisters xmas day, been on my own ever since.
I've…[Read more]

]]> dbcad050b3141ebbbec3da85ab5e835f RosalynBennett replied to the topic A happy Christmas and a healthy New Year to all in the forum Off topic http://www.myeloma.org.uk/forums/topic/a-happy-christmas-and-a-healthy-new-year-to-all#post-110060 Thu, 22 Dec 2011 10:42:41 +0000 All the best to one and all
You keep me plodding along. Without you I'd be gone

Have a healthy Christmas, Keep safe.But have Fun

Love Roz xx

]]> f31db91fb9d3e87af32d704b7ae81515 RosalynBennett replied to the topic About As Off Topic As You Can Get 4 in the forum Off topic http://www.myeloma.org.uk/forums/topic/about-as-off-topic-as-you-can-get-4/page/2/#post-110040 Sun, 18 Dec 2011 18:17:28 +0000 [b]TENDERLY[/b] is my word

That leaves RLY anyone
Roz

]]> 25f6d7424223cfae040163deec5f8a4c RosalynBennett replied to the topic Might be my last Zometa in the forum Treatment http://www.myeloma.org.uk/forums/topic/might-be-my-last-zometa#post-98578 Fri, 16 Dec 2011 09:53:30 +0000 Hi Tom

I'm learning to understand that it's tough to be alone after being married. Its going to take me a long time to get used to doing things just for me.

All the best
Roz
xx

]]> db7f3658d8c58be6aaa962309976abd6 RosalynBennett replied to the topic christmas in the forum End of Life and Grief http://www.myeloma.org.uk/forums/topic/christmas1323807925#post-107200 Fri, 16 Dec 2011 09:49:35 +0000 Thanks Min

This is kinda where we all are, bet the lady has been through it herself. I got invited to dinner next week with my disability group called http://www.activeindependence.org I've said no because at the moment I'm crying at the slightest thing. But I've told them I'll be back because I need something in my life. Apparently I'm only just…[Read more]

]]> 54457fe9d1e65d6c50922685ef91e99f RosalynBennett replied to the topic About As Off Topic As You Can Get 4 in the forum Off topic http://www.myeloma.org.uk/forums/topic/about-as-off-topic-as-you-can-get-4/page/2/#post-110036 Fri, 16 Dec 2011 09:32:08 +0000 Thanks Min,

Spelling is something I'm usually good at too.Yes its hard. I just can't come to terms with being constantly alone! Having no-one to discuss your plans or answers to. Hope you start feeling better soon.
ICE

[b]ICECREAM [/b] is my next word, something else we all enjoy.

That leaves [b]EAM[/b] for next one

Love to you…[Read more]

]]> 39c447b7e91bc3a64a98a61fc75271d0 RosalynBennett replied to the topic About As Off Topic As You Can Get 4 in the forum Off topic http://www.myeloma.org.uk/forums/topic/about-as-off-topic-as-you-can-get-4#post-110034 Wed, 14 Dec 2011 19:16:09 +0000 [b]MUSHEROOMS[/b] I love em

OMS anyone

Roz

]]> 0e837b174c60a790a8bae5f50b717333 RosalynBennett replied to the topic christmas in the forum End of Life and Grief http://www.myeloma.org.uk/forums/topic/christmas1323807925#post-107189 Wed, 14 Dec 2011 19:12:18 +0000 Well done you for putting up trimmings:-)

Mine are still in the loft. I'm on my own so I'm not bothering, not seeing no-one so may stay in bed for Christmas.
Counsellor has told me I'm going to feel as raw as this for a very long time. She's told me that I don't realise what I did for Michael and how I did it alone without support. Any way…[Read more]

]]> be6fa2ca821ce3fd28e788c6888631e9 RosalynBennett replied to the topic About As Off Topic As You Can Get 4 in the forum Off topic http://www.myeloma.org.uk/forums/topic/about-as-off-topic-as-you-can-get-4#post-110033 Mon, 12 Dec 2011 21:27:14 +0000 [b]LAYERS[/b]

Leaving ERS

Roz xx

]]> 45e07f88a9e8a27d80452dfe4c851645 RosalynBennett replied to the topic About As Off Topic As You Can Get 4 in the forum Off topic http://www.myeloma.org.uk/forums/topic/about-as-off-topic-as-you-can-get-4#post-110031 Sat, 10 Dec 2011 21:13:02 +0000 [b]essentials[/b]

We all have some,

Leaves [b]ALS[/b]

Love Roz xx

]]> 6e6a64523b4eb6a9fbb29c23e3dc23ba RosalynBennett replied to the topic Might be my last Zometa in the forum Treatment http://www.myeloma.org.uk/forums/topic/might-be-my-last-zometa#post-98576 Thu, 08 Dec 2011 09:17:14 +0000 Well done Tom,

Hope it's true and you can go onwards and upwards into the New Year.:-D
All the best
Love Roz xx

]]> 0a2af7f05a6a0750a425cd6eaa2d40d6 RosalynBennett replied to the topic FINGERS CROSSED in the forum General http://www.myeloma.org.uk/forums/topic/fingers-crossed#post-88480 Thu, 08 Dec 2011 09:13:59 +0000 All the best to Slim and yourself Eve,

My fingers and everything I can find are crossed for you.:-)

Love Roz xx

]]> 14b46f73b4c2a1dda563a4d13ee1685b RosalynBennett replied to the topic PROGRESS SO FAR in the forum Treatment http://www.myeloma.org.uk/forums/topic/progress-so-far/page/3/#post-98466 Mon, 05 Dec 2011 09:44:31 +0000 Hi Bridget,
Sorry about your spooky experience. Michael got took off Thalidimide, he kept on the treatment but they took that off, it caused him to have dizzy spells and he fell over once.
All my fingers and toes are crossed for you. Having seen the treatment first hand I can only say your a star for fighting this bloo– thing like you do.
I…[Read more]

]]> 4cc158f3c5d64e3c92f24291054fc7e0 RosalynBennett replied to the topic Happy Birthday To My Stem Cells in the forum General http://www.myeloma.org.uk/forums/topic/happy-birthday-to-my-stem-cells#post-91885 Sun, 04 Dec 2011 13:21:50 +0000 Happy birthday Tom's Stem Cells. Sorry I'm a day late.:-P

Hope you have many more yrs stem cells to keep Tom happy and onwards and upwards.

All the best
Love Roz xx

]]> 0f55424a7ebbf2ab639bd3b11c843017 RosalynBennett replied to the topic Got appointment in the forum End of Life and Grief http://www.myeloma.org.uk/forums/topic/got-appointment/page/2/#post-107348 Sun, 04 Dec 2011 11:07:41 +0000 Thsnkyou everyone for being there for me.
I love you all#
Roz xxx

]]> 193df931b45d5727d3b78ab928dba431 RosalynBennett replied to the topic Got appointment in the forum End of Life and Grief http://www.myeloma.org.uk/forums/topic/got-appointment/page/2/#post-107346 Sat, 03 Dec 2011 14:34:44 +0000 Thank You Tina,
Trying to look after myself is hard you know, but I'll probably learn how to do it. Others have always come first.

All the best Tina
Roz

]]> d75908e57d1a6c62d171e2d1d92ecf6a RosalynBennett replied to the topic Got appointment in the forum End of Life and Grief http://www.myeloma.org.uk/forums/topic/got-appointment#post-107344 Sat, 03 Dec 2011 08:14:08 +0000 Hi Tina

Yes I'm going again on the 12th December. I came home drained, saw everything again. She told me for 3yrs I really was put through it mentaly and I'm blaming myself for everything except Michael getting Myeloma of course, but it took the doctors 1 year before they would investigate and by then he had 99% myeloma so I blame them for not…[Read more]

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