Hi Alexis
Just read your post and am so sorry the pain of losing your husband is still so intense.
I replied partly because what you went through was similiar to my experience a year ago. My husband died in November 2017 after having MM since end of 2011. We too had no children and although the timeframe is different the pain is still there. Your husband sounds as if he was a fighter but the last couple of months must have been a rollercoaster (again very like my situation) and I think that in itself must have been a very traumatic and confusing time for you.
Your post did mention that although you have a large family they didn’t fully realise the extent of what was happening and I was just wondering if there was someone close enough that you could really talk to that would understand and help you start to come to terms with it, although I must admit that it is something you have to go through to fully understand the depths of feelings we are going through.
Alexis as you know we just have to gradually adjust to our situation as I believe you never can get over something like this. I hope you have some lovely friends you can talk to but if you would like to get in touch again I will gladly private message you( i am no techno so you will have to bear with me on that one. Still reading written instructions for tv and satellite remotes my husband wrote out for me!!!!)
Kind regards and keep that chin up
Lynx
