Hello Nick I’m also relatively new to the forum, having recently started chemo on the myeloma XI trial. Smouldering myeloma diagnosed for me in April 2012, lesion/plasmacytoma on my rib earlier this year. I had radiotherapy for that, but it didn’t seem to shrink the tumour, then another found in my hip with a high level of activity in the bone marrow biopsy.
I also felt as though I was swept along once I had accepted that chemotherapy should start; didn’t know what was going to happen next and felt quite scared by the whole thing, to be honest.
I have had two cycles so far, just started my third, and it is tough to be contemplating Christmas with chemo, I agree. But I will be with you, too! And others, I know. I’m going to hope it’s not so bad and look forward to Christmas 2015 – by that time we might be running around like Santa’s elves again!
I hope your consultation on Thurs goes well: my chemo (CDT) includes dexamethasone, a steroid, and I read somewhere that it helps with the pain, and I have to say that it does seem to have had some effect on my two “hot spots”
All the best