Hi Sarah.
I was diagnosed with SM in September last year. I don’t get anxious before an appointment, however, every ache I get I wonder if it’s the illness or something else. The problem is that MM is multi faceted. So many things can go wrong that you can associate with Myeloma.I have also been diagnosed with heart problems just weeks ago which confounds things.
I get help by watching YouTube videos of people with Myeloma. The vast majority are helpful and encouraging. So many positive things regarding treatment if it does develop.
Watching normal people cracking on with life helps me.
Onwards and upwards.