Dear Gill
It's good to hear from you again and am so glad that Stephen is back to where he loved. Your post brought tears as i read as uour post showed just how much you loved Stephen. As David said the pain will never go away but somehow you come to live with it. Your house sounds wonderful and you will get much enjoyment from carrying out the renovations that you both had planned
I remember a post you wrote couple of years ago when Stephen said "I'm not going to break out in a bad attack of myeloma" when travel insurance was being discussed. I read your post to Frank and he says it all the time when it's suggested we go on a break
Take care Gill you will always have your great memories
Love Jean xx