Hi Pat
Welcome to the club no-one wants to join. Sorry you find yourself here but you are in the right place for support and to rant and rave if you want. You are not a wuss and dont apologise, it is a worying time for you. Although my husband has had Myeloma for 6 years he has been smoulding and has just started treatment. I'm still a novice about what is going on but learning every day. When the haematologist suspected Myeloma she sent Frank for a Bone Marrow Biopsy which confirmed that it was Myeloma. There will be someone along that will be able to help with your questions – they are a very knowledgeable and friendly lot and will be able to help re questions for the doctor.
No point in telling you not to worry but I hope things go well for you next week.
Take care
Love Jean