Hi all,

Hope everyone is well? Thanks for the further encouraging posts.

Well, it would be nice to say I am no longer irate and cross and feeling much happier, but I'm not, if anything I feel worse, so sorry to be so negative but I feel so mad I could literally smash something, it is the most awful feeling, but I can't snap out of it.

Sam…[Read more]

Love it Gaye 🙂 made me smile on what is turning out to be a very low day.

It is the affectionate name my family used as a child and some friends still use.

Never heard of that name for pants though! If it reminds people of knickers maybe I need a new nickname! Lol.

NickiNoo xxx

Hi guys,

Thanks so much for all of your supportive words and advice, it is very much appreciated at such a low time in our lives.

Dai, it is true, you have such an amazing way with words, so thank you.

Sam is feeling a little better day by day, sleeping for probably 20 out of 24 hours, but his sense of humour is starting to return so I am…[Read more]

Evening all,

Thanks for all of your supportive replies.

What a few days it has been, Sam felt steadily worse over the last few days as predicted but the main problem has been the pain in the right arm, shoulder and neck, they have done an ultrasound for clots which was fine and also an xray which was also fine so now, even though he is…[Read more]