Another newbie here ! I was diagnosed in April after two years of numb feet and other neurological issues my gp put down to stress. Young at 51 and a previously fit Commando I went for the SCT option after a brief attempt with Cyclophosphamide and Dexamethasone as I didn't relish the risk having a worsening of the neuropathy.
Just to echo the utter desolation and grief I felt initially and it still jumps on my back from time to time. A mix of surreal disbelief, anger, desolation, unfairness, sadness at times but bizarrely no fear. I am four months post SCT and now walking without sticks. I have managed a movember despite the melphalan assault and ride a Boris bike to my appointments for follow up! It's early days but I'm in remission now and another SCT in the freezer which I view as a get out of jail card to use later on.
My message is to view it as an adjustment to life not the end. Do what you can when you can and seize each and every opportunity that comes your way.Set yourself a bucket list and start ticking them off one by one.
Laugh a lot!
Love a lot!
Live a lot!
Best wishes
Steve