Hello,
My mum was diagnosed a couple of years ago and is at the moment very healthy and enjoying life but having seen the horrendous pain she went through being on the strongest chemo I have to say I am scared of the future. I appreciate you cant worry about what may happen and when but I find it hard at times to imagine going through all this again and seeing her in pain. I dont yet have a family of my own and as all mothers do my mum wants me to be happy and settle and have a family and she really cant wait to one day be a grandmother. I dont want her to miss out on these things and It just doesnt bear thinking about loosing her. She is so strong and positive and an inspiration to me and others but how do you live without fear eating you up inside and how do I know she is ok without making her upset by talking about it all.
