Aww Bridget
I have read and re-read your last post I have sat her thinking what I can say, and the only thing that keeps popping into my head is (and forgive me ladies and gents) "Bastard MM", sorry bout the cuss word on your post Bridget :-S
But I am with the rest that have already posted and those that will follow my post is to say You are an inspiration to us all, with your strenth and determination to beat this cussed MM.
And Like most I think that if you have come to the end of "Allowed" treatment then why not let you use the "Not Allowed by NICE" stuff as am sure you have the strenth and posativity to go for it.
Bridget I just wish I lived near you so I could just put my arms around you and give you a great big hug.
I have re read your post and also re read mine and decided the Cuss word stays in as thats the way I feel, Love and you kn ow loads of hugs
Tom (((((hugs)))) xxxxx