Hi Gill
Well you are doing good and 7 months is still a very short time yet.
I have over the years lost many a friend/family, and I talk to one of those often, Ian was an old workmate of mine for many many years, he was also a drinking mate of mine for many a many a year, as was his Family.
Some time I well up when we talk about him with his family but that to me is normal my heart is well and truly on my sleeve and am proud to say it.
So you cry away Gill and don't be afraid to talk to and about Stephen both are good for you.
Just sending you a little Hug and a big Cuddle for you.
Lots of Love and Hugs for you
Tom xxxx