Hi Alethea
Sorry you had to join us but you will have found a great site with great folk (oh and me?)
I found it easy to tell people about it, I feel that the problem shared is a problem well halved 😀 the more you have to help you bounce back up when yopu are feeling low the better 😎
I also had that depression but a half hour under a Bloomin hot shower shifted my mood, just listen to your body we arn't the same as we once were but we are still nice, rest when your body tells you and keep infection as far away as you can.
The SCT is not as we say a walk in the park but loads of us have gone through it 🙁 and forgot what all the fuss was about8-) think some Lady's say its like "Childbirth" soon forgoten about??.
Good Luck in your road to remission.
Love Tom "Onwards and Upwards" xxx