Hello Dai,
That sure is a tough punch. As most other people on here have said, you have been a great inspiration and I'm sure, you will continue to be for a long time to come. My wife is doing very well on Valcade for the past 4 months (and the same drug nearly killed her 3 years ago!) so I urge you to "take heart" and continue the good fight.
As Kipling said "…be thankful you're livin', and trust to your luck.
And march to your front, like a soldier"
Best regards,
John