Hi Sandie
Time to grieve is not something that we decide,it’s not something that you can just decide to do,it comes in so many different forms,to me it’s a bit of an ambush,one minute ok next the tears slip down my cheeks.
The house to you has been important ,but it’s not your love or your memories,just 4 walls and a roof,your love of your mum and memories will be with you where ever you are,and given time,instead of sadness you will think about the memories and smile laugh and consider how lucky you where to have a lovely mum.
Don,t let the last few months of your mums life scar you,
Try to accept it was your mums time and find some peace,look on this stage as a chapter of a book,turn the page and there’s a new chapter,make new memories and cherish the Old ones.
I love Andy,s saying, life is a gift,open it and enjoy,think that’s what mum would have wanted you to do. Love Eve