My PN started with my frontline CDT… put down to the 'T' of Thalidomide. It was mainly in my feet with only the slightest sensation in my hands. The second wave came with Velcade, which exacerbated the PN in my feet and calves and started to show in my fingers and hands. I am now on Bendamustine… which includes weekly Dex and Daily Thalidomide.
The PN eased somewhat after my SCT but came back with a vengeance during Velcade and has stayed with me ever since. I have only been back on Thalidomide for 4 weeks and it is too early to say if there has been any further deterioration… although I do believe my fingers are a little worse.
I haven't had a lot of pain as such but I describe the sensation as akin to coming in from playing in the snow as a child, where your feet feel like they have got chilblains… and my feet are like that on a permanent basis. Its a numb feeling but comes alive if I try to move my feet and if I kick anything with my bare feet it is excruciating.
I suppose I am stuck with this condition now and my only hope is that my fingers don't get any worse. I love playing my guitar and singing and I have already had to abandon any subtlety in my playing due to the PN.
My 2p worth.:-)
Dai.