Hi Keith,
Thats tough alright. But, as you can see, there are a whole bunch of good people supporting you. As Sarah has already said, Valcade is doing well as a new drug (my wife is on it after a gap of nearly two years and is doing quite ok, although this time she is not taking the dreaded Dex and is therefore in much better form). So, look up off the ground (there is no money there – I already found it!) and let the battle commence.
Good luck,
John