Hi there, the photo is an internet download, it's sort of a reminder to be positive, that we can still laugh. As for being in Germany, like you I was stationed out here. I served at RAF Gutersloh from '85 – 88, loved it tremendously, 20 years later I met my German wife in the UK and we now live here. My German is poor but improving, my understanding of medical German has improved greatly because of MM so I have to thank it for something. I have to say I do cringe when I read some of the posts about mis-diagnosis and the wait for scans, treatment etc, here has been fantastic. If anything they are rushing the pace but the doctors are always open and very caring. I never had a problem with care in the NHS but believe it is top heavy and resources are criminally wasted through political interfering. As I said in the past, the system here isn't perfect, their admin leaves a lot to be desired but unfortunately although I am British and proud of it, I am pleased and relieved the MM was diagnosed and is being treated here in Germany.
As for the stop/start chemo, everyone said MM is a rollercoaster ride. It would be nice if I could let my wife off the rollercoaster and give her a break, after all families suffer with us, just in silence.
So it's time to pick ourselves up, dust ourselves down and move on.