Thanks all,
Min your right, I always imagine him in the garden, watching the birds. I lost all birds when the tree blew down and work started. Just getting one or two back. Hopefully more when bird table comes. Friends are buying it me.
I went to a place that make benches and furniture from trees Bridget and Jean. I decided there is only 1…[Read more]

Hi Gaye,

My thoughts are with you. You were always there for me so hope I can offer you my love and hope you carry on being a support for all, and I hope you get all the help and support you need too.
Sorry if it doesn't make sense but I think you know what I'm trying to say.
Hope you can keep smiling and fighting for loads of time to…[Read more]

Hi Sarah

Sorry to hear about your husband Gorden

Sorry its took me so long to reply, but I only come on a few times to see how your all doing since Michael passed away.

Love and all the best to you, I'm thinking of you lots

Roz

Great news David,

Keep up the good work

All the best to you and hope you have a nice holiday

Love Roz

Your welcome

Look after yourself
Have a good break
Roz

Hi Min

Michael went right down in weight with Velcade. He weighed less than an eight yr old they told him, he had dieticians ( spelt that wrong) coming around him all the time.

Hope Peter starts improoving soon

Love to you both
roz

Hi Dai, And Jo,

Thanks for your kind thoughts. I don't think I'll ever get closure. If Rachael my daughter had kept her promise to her dad things would be different but as it stands she won't visit me never mind look after me like she promised Michael…So his ash's stay with me, I can't get any where alone, so his ashes don't go to…[Read more]

Sorry about missing your post Min
hope Peter contiues getting over these terrible infections.

Love and Best wishes to you both

Please tell him I'm crossing everything for him to recover

Love Roz

Hi Susannah

Sorry about your Michael having to come off Revlimid. My Michael never got the chance for this trial your talking about, if he had I'd take it with open arms. Michael died Christmas Eve. Please don't take this the wrong way when I mention that, I know it's an individual disease that works differently for different people. My Michael…[Read more]

Hi Dai

Thanks, you must have known. It's one off them days today, crying not wanting to bother,getting out of bed wondering for the thousand plus time why Michael??? I come on site to console myself and listen to this, I'm sobbing again cos it's how I feel only I'm all alone with no-one to turn to. It was 6 months ago a few days ago, times…[Read more]

Glad to hear it Keith,

suppose when no-one knew what had happened I set a ball rolling, Sorry and I'm glad your still kicking.
Have a good break, enjoy yourself
Love and best wishes
Roz

Great to hear your still ok Keith! I was worried.

I came on site this wk first time for ages, left a post saying hows Keith cos saw you hadn't been on either, but no-one replied.

Keep up the good work, plus get the break you deserve.

All the best
Love
Roz

Well done!!

Keep up the good work.

All the best
Roz

Hi Dai

I haven't done anything with his ashes.

Like I have explained in my email a quick hello, Rachael my daughter and Lauren my grand-daughter have just disowned me since Michael has died, we never fell out either. So his Ashes stay with me till mine goes with them. Then its up to them two.
But my new will says both ashes go…[Read more]

Hi

Shall I tell you what my GP phoned up and asked me after loosing Michael..
It was "Do You Miss Him", I just sobbed my heart out and then he said "of course you Miss Him"

I then said to my carer what a thing to ask me.

Roz

Hi Gill, Steven

Sorry to hear Steven is feeling so bad. I wish I had a wand for you all.
Now he is home he may start feeling better. Michael did he used to say no place like home.

Love to you both and hope you both recover from this 2nd S.C.T.
Roz

Thanks
I do miss him, I miss him more than anyone knows

Roz

Hi Bridget
So sorry your feeling alot of pain. I hope they sort out your package properly for you and it becomes more bearable.
Michael was on alot of pain relief but his body never could take it, he some times went high as a kite.

Any way
Hope you start feeling better soon, well as better as you can

love to you
Roz

Hi Jo

It is a struggle on my own; especially now I've only one carer and have to pay myself. So I try to manage with around 80hrs to 100hrs a week, plus what my Brother-in-law does for me to get me to town, hairdressers and places like that.
I've got a few disabilities, I've got Asthma,Arthritis in my hands, legs spine ,Neuropathic pain in my…[Read more]