Hi Min,Sarah

Don't think about what will happen when you come home just enjoy yourself while you can!

Everyone deals with grief differently, I've seen this so just take it in your stride and if things happen and you need help ask for it, don't be a Marta like me. I've learnt the hard way.

Your holiday sounds fantastic. Michael and I were…[Read more]

Hi Tom

Nice kitchen, I know what it's like with taps and everything all around the house.

Keep cooking and enjoying your new kitchen

Love Roz xx

No Tin

My words [b]STRAINED[/b]

We all do this now and then

NED anyone

Hi Dai,
I don't know if you remember me but I belonged to many disability groups and still do when I'm up to it again.

I don't want to sound rude but your health comes first!! Also what you are trying to do and show is what we the disabled have been saying for years everyone is different but we get labeled as the same. Money and post codes…[Read more]

How about this word site

[b]ENTERTAINING[/b]
ING anyone

Roz xx

Thank you

I am starting with positivity if posible and hopefully improve day by day.

Its like you say you loose your soul mate or other half of your heart.

I'll keep an eye out for white feathers because he should be watching over me, I bet he's shouting actually.

Love Roz xx

Thanks Sarah,Sorry you feel it badly too

I agree with everything you say about it getting worse! So if I was you I think counselling is a good idea. At one time I thought I was coming to terms with things and joined the disability group again. But I found I wasn't taking things in, flashbacks happened and my sleeping never improved.I thought I…[Read more]

Thanks Gill and Bridget,

I'll do my best to be kind to myself but it's abit hard when my daughter and grand-daughter won't come and see me or phone me up. The weekends are the hardest especially Sundays.
I love all of you on this site you make me realise I count too. I tried my best for Michael but he had it too bad. Only 8 weeks to go to 1 yr…[Read more]

Well done Bridget

I know this is hard, Michael refused to give it himself and I watched but never did it cos he was in hospital all the time. BUT YOU KNOW WHAT GIRL I'LL GIVE YOU A BADGE FOR BEING BRAVE. In fact you all deserve a badge or medal for going through all these treatments.

Well done one and all
Love Roz xxx

Is there any of this at your party,
[b]Tomahawk Sparkling Red[/b]
it's 3 words so I [b]cheated[/b] just in case

leaving RED or TED

Thanks David

You always knew how to put a smile on my face
Roz xx

Hi Tina
Sorry for getting it wrong. Michael just wouldn't discuss anything like that he just said stop being morbid, or thanks you want to get rid of me.Even when Michael was delusional and confused he used to say I can do it, you don't have to struggle, he wouldn't admit it until the end when he told me he wanted to see everyone while he could…[Read more]

How about some of this c[b]ommercialization[/b]

ION any one

Roz xx

Thanks Min

Michael died faster than anyone expected too, nothing was discussed one minute he was in remission, then infected with his arm and all the delusions so we never spoke about him dying. I chose everything and still hope I did it right.

Its been 10 months and I'm thinking about what you said so one of the lady doctors may get to see…[Read more]

Hi Shirley

Good to hear your doing ok in a fashion..Its always worse for the patient even though the consultants are glad.

Sorry not been in touch with you for a while, still getting over Michael..I can't believe how its affected me.
Anyway keep up the good work, lets hope the cancer keeps away
All the best
Love Roz xx

Hi Keith

I think Michael got this sort of thing after his SCT I remember him having creams and injections for it…He wasn't allowed out of his room at one bit, but you've gone past that part so just see it as a slight normal hick up.

All the best to you
Love Roz xx

Hi Keith

So glad to hear things are looking good for you…Who cares if your itching here:-/ or there:-S or is it all over:-D

Keep up the good work, onwards and upwards remember

Love and all the best
Rozxx

Here is another flower but added a S on end

[b]delphiniums[/b]

That leaves UMS

Its windy here today enjoy your hoiday

Roz

Well I'll do another, on tender hooks tonight so here's

[b]ionospheric[/b]

That leaves RIC

Love to you all

Roz xx

This time last year I was complaining about him and the hospital this year I'm still complaining cos I'm alone..Isn't life fun
Love you
Roz