It is 1 month now since my Eddie died and I am worse now than ever. I cry all day when I am alone. My youngest daughter is 35yrs and says she is mising her dad so much. I cant help her because i cant help myself. I cant immagine this ever getting any better. I am going on a coach trip to Scotland at the weekend with Christine my best friend. I am…[Read more]

hi Jackie. my husband died on the 23 feb. Very close to yours..I got Eddie out of hosp 3 days before he died. It was very hard looking at him getting weaker. I am dreading my birthday this month. i have his card from last year and I will be putting it up as I know he would want to wish me a happy birthday even though it won't be. Yesterday I had…[Read more]

Dear Min and Gill It has helped me to hear your stories. A lot of people do not know what pain a MM victim goes through. Eddie hid his often even from me. I am lucky one of my daughters lives next door to me with her husband and my grandson Daniel. He is 4yrs. One day we couldn't find something and Daniel said text Grandad and ask him where it is.…[Read more]

dear Gill Reading your letter, I could have written it myself. Everything you say is how I feel. Robbed of my best friend. My life started when we met and ended when we parted on 23rd feb. My eddie died at home and the marie curie nurse sat with us. She was amazing. I cannot mention Eddies name without crying and am crying as I write this. I cant…[Read more]

hi there My husband was diagnosed in 2006. had several treatments, the longest only lasting 18 months. He is now taking Revlimid 25. Three weeks on and one week off. Dexamethazone for the first 4 days. He is doing well on this treatment but has terrible hot and cold sweats. he says it is like icy water running down his hot skin.It has been a…[Read more]