keznmel started the topic I feel so angry, frustrated, fed up…blar blar blar…… in the forum Carers 12 years, 6 months ago
Today I'm feeling suffocated! I'm frustrated and just feel like going upstairs packing a huge bag and running away so I can 'breathe'! My head is full off so much…'Has Melvin had his meds? How is his pain? What shall I cook for tea? Did I make the dentist appointment for Atlanta (our daughter)? How about the optitions for Dior (our son)? Has the…[Read more]
keznmel replied to the topic Possible Myeloma ? in the forum Under 50s 12 years, 6 months ago
Hello Angelina,
I'm sorry that we meet this way. You do seem to have a lot to deal with at the moment and i appreciate what a very anxious time this is for you.
You say that you have had the bone marrow biopsy – have you had the results now? As far as I am aware, this does give an accurate diagnosis of Myeloma. It is my 39 year old partner…[Read more]
keznmel replied to the topic My 39 year old Melvin's MM Journey……. in the forum Newcomers 12 years, 6 months ago
Thank you all so so much for replying to me. You all seem such caring people and I look forward to getting to know each and everyone of you. I'm off to bed in a min, it's been a long day in 'my' world today and I'm so tired. We are having a Care Alert Monitor installed tomorrow..and it's 'my birthday' so need my beauty sleep – 37 years old…[Read more]
keznmel replied to the topic My 39 year old Melvin's MM Journey……. in the forum Newcomers 12 years, 6 months ago
Thank you all so so much for replying to me. You all seem such caring people and I look forward to getting to know each and everyone of you. I'm off to bed in a min, it's been a long day in 'my' world today and I'm so tired. We are having a Care Alert Monitor installed tomorrow..and it's 'my birthday' so need my beauty sleep – 37 years old…[Read more]
keznmel started the topic My 39 year old Melvin's MM Journey…….. in the forum Newcomers 12 years, 6 months ago
Hello to you all…
I have found myself reading so many of your posts on here for weeks, maybe months and it's lovely how much support you all give to each other. I now feel that I could do with some of your shared support – I'm finding things really tough! Here is our story…..
My name is Kerry and am 37 years old tomorrow – it's my 39…[Read more]
keznmel started the topic My 39 year old Melvin's MM Journey…….. in the forum Under 50s 12 years, 6 months ago
Hello to you all…
I have found myself reading so many of your posts on here for weeks, maybe months and it's lovely how much support you all give to each other. I now feel that I could do with some of your shared support – I'm finding things really tough! Here is our story…..
My name is Kerry and am 37 years old tomorrow – it's my 39…[Read more]
CarolBradley1 replied to the topic Newly diagnosed Monday at only 39. in the forum Newcomers 12 years, 6 months ago
Hi Anne
So sorry to hear your rotten news – I do understand how very distressed you must be feeling – especially in view of your young family.
I was diagnosed in 2005 and didn´t neet treatment for five years during which time they monitored me and helped with the anemia. I have had chemo and stem cell transplant during the last two years and…[Read more]
Gill started the topic Stephen It was a real celebration. in the forum End of Life and Grief 12 years, 6 months ago
I have no intention of harping on about Stephen dying (promise:-) )
I will come on the site from time to time but for now I just want to lick my wounds and re-group my life a little.
But I wanted to share the fact that from start to finish the service and in fact the whole day was a huge celebration of his life.
He wanted as he put it…[Read more]
Gill replied to the topic humanists? maybe I got a strange one in the forum End of Life and Grief 12 years, 6 months ago
Dearest Dai
Ihave just re-read your post regarding the Quakers It sounds lovely Maybe not for me just now but a great possibility in the Future.
Thank you for sharing it.
Best love Gill xx
Gill replied to the topic So Sad in the forum End of Life and Grief 12 years, 6 months ago
Dear GAil and Sue
I am sorry I have not noticed your posts. I have been so consumed with Stephen's turn for the worst and death that I have not really been with it at all.
I do hope you are both coping and managing yo come to terms with the loss.
Kind regards Gill
Gill started the topic humanists? maybe I got a strange one. in the forum End of Life and Grief 12 years, 7 months ago
Stephen's mum picked out the poem that starts God looked round his garden and saw an empty place He then looked down upon the earth and saw your tired face ……
The humanist told me that they could not do any service with a mention of God in it
Not my idea of humanity I must admit.
His mum is a believer but respects Stephen's wishes.…[Read more]
Gill started the topic Thank you all. in the forum End of Life and Grief 12 years, 7 months ago
I cannot thank you all enough for your kind words and wishes. My daughter is flying over fro America ASAP.She was coming anyway to see him because we were warned that it would not be long but he even surprised the medics with just how quickly he went.
My son,daughter in law and baby Daniel (10 months) were there at the end and also our…[Read more]
Gill started the topic Stephen has gone. in the forum End of Life and Grief 12 years, 7 months ago
He was taken into the Chelsfield Park Hospital to get some platelets and blood and he just went down into a pit.
I cannot remember the sequence of events but they phoned me at 7 am to say they could not manage him and they were transferring him to St Christophers Hospice. I got to the hospital in time to go with him in the ambulance but I saw…[Read more]
CarolBradley1 replied to the topic Stem cell transplant in the forum Carers 12 years, 7 months ago
Hi Cathy
Just a quick message to let you know that we are thinking of you both and just hoping that Ivan "turns the corner" soon. As everyone keep saying we really all different and my husband remember well the panick setting in as day 28 in isolation, feeling rotten and having constant infections conditions with absolutely no improvement in…[Read more]
Gill started the topic never realised that the end would be like this. in the forum End of Life and Grief 12 years, 7 months ago
he is not coming home He has lost the plot I never imagined that his end would be like this.
My husband, lover, best friend in the whole world has now gone.
He is still alive but why?
He has no life
It sounds aweful but I was so so relieved that they kept him in hospital tonight. He dosen't know where he is any more At home he was…[Read more]
Gill replied to the topic RE: Newcomer… in the forum Newcomers 12 years, 7 months ago
Hi Jennifer
I am sorry you have not had more answers to your post I think it maybe because you have asked questions that us laymen cannot answer. I am sure that the specialist team will be able to help you regarding all your questions and you will certainly get support from the motly crew (me included) that post on here.
Kind regards Gill
Gill replied to the topic Not Looking Good in the forum End of Life and Grief 12 years, 7 months ago
Thank you all so much for your kind thoughts and wishes
We are changing [b]nothing[/b]! We are ignorinig the fact that Stephen cannot get out of a chair without crutches and me heaving him up and almost falling over (we laugh! What a pair we have become)
We are trying the best we can to keep life as it was and is and will be for as long as…[Read more]
Gill replied to the topic Not Looking Good in the forum End of Life and Grief 12 years, 7 months ago
We are now on the "home run". Stephen's oncologist was shocked at how quickly Stephen has deteriorated. Long consultation tonight meant that Stephen quietly put his foot down with a firm hand (just one of our family's silly sayings)
He had been offered E-hap/Dee hap (I am sure I have spelt them wrongly and/or a very high dose of Bendomustine.…[Read more]
CarolBradley1 replied to the topic Stem cell transplant in the forum Carers 12 years, 7 months ago
Hi Cathy
Sorry I´m rather late in reading your post and am really sorry that you are feeling so worried – often it´s hard for those who have to watch loved ones go through this process.
It´s quite normal to feel rotten for a while I´m afraid but at least it´s making the cancer cells feel rotten too so it´s not all bad. I was really poorly with…[Read more]
CarolBradley1 replied to the topic Stem cell transplant in the forum Carers 12 years, 7 months ago
Hi Paul
So very pleased to hear that you have had your STC and can´t believe they let you loose after only sixteen days – fantastic!
Hope your taking things easy and building yourself up – only once a week to the disco for a while I´m afraid.
Take good care
Very best wishes
Carol xxx