Yvonne, i’m new here (as of, oh, say, 30 seconds ago) but still wanted to respond to your post.
My husband is in the diagnosis process. We are currently waiting for results of mri, skeletal scan, and a host of blood tests (his initial bloodwork showed 14 of the thing that when it hits 100 is bad… sorry i don’t remember the test or units… so much to take in at the first haematology appointment!). The haematologist was very equivocal — kinda dodging — when i asked him about smoldering.
So we are readying ourselves for any one of the three stages and reading as much as we can. One thing that i’ve read over and over is how even a MGUS diagnosis can cause extreme worry and anxiety. Seems like this is completely normal. I venture to guess that you are NOT being a “wuss”. In fact, you sound collected and willing to take things as they come.
Just wanted to say that. And to wish you luck with your future screenings.
All best,
lacey