Mood is back to normal now. Thank you for your support. My husband and I are a very close couple, always holding hands, even on the sofa. I too would not want to be anywhere else , I will be at my husbands side throughout. We have only been together for 8 years and got married in August last year. So the cancer hit really hard. As for me time, I love sport as well and enjoy watching it with him. I am thinking of typing up the journals I keep taking out names and I might in the future self publish on amazon. If I can help 1 person with what I went through then it would be worth it
