Hi Tina
I'm glad I'm not the only one who has had a couple of low days! I had my worst day yesterday. Day 18 or my second round of chemo. I had a hard job breathing and lots of back pain. I felt very low. Unusual for me. First time I'd asked myself what's it all for. Very sensible words from you Dai. Thank you. I guess this is the Dex reaction everyone talks about. At least I now have only Thalidomide till I go back to the Consultant next Thursday.
I have decided to have a very quiet couple of days. I haven't even got dressed today. I think I have been having too many visitors, but it is difficult if they just arrive. Hopefully. as it is the Bank Holiday, folk will be busy with their own families.
Isn't it difficult when you don't know exactly what to expect in side effects and what they mean. I didn't know whether to ring someone about the breathing problem, but then it got better as I sat quietly. My ankles are still very swollen. My Dr gave me some water tablets, but I haven't taken them today as I was awash yesterday!!! Also bunged up so that isn't helping.
Like Dai says, I just keep thinking this is towards a good cause a nice long remission so it is worth it. It's just I feel a bit our on a limb and I'm sure you feel the same.
Take care. Lots of love.
Mavis xxx