Thanks Vicki for your advice, I really appreciate it. Im finding it hard to talk to friends and family as they just say things like " let's pray they find a cure blah blah " I understand they are trying to comfort us but when Stewart hears it , it makes him mad,whereas I just get overwhelmingly sad.Id love still to find out whether Stewart has other options prior to sct which could give him longer remission. He is young and fit and doesn't appear to have problems with bones or kidneys yet. When they stumbled on his myeloma his pp's were 64 so it is a big drop I know. From following these forums though most people seem to reach single digits or zero before sct
Vicki, I don't know if this mad/sad emotion will ever leave. All I know is that I will fight tooth and nail to ensure Stewart gets the best treatment going, but at the same time I need to respect what he wants. If you ever need to vent as I have, then I'm here. Elsie is the spit of her daddy, I'm very lucky.
Again, thanks for response, if others out there have any more info I'd appreciate it. I will of course pester Dr roddy again on the topic.
Theres always hope
Vanessa