Hi Ted,I am new to this sight and was diagnosed with myeloma a year and a half ago and have not yet had any treatment.It is nice to find someone else in a similar position as i too feel a bit of a fraud and understand where you are coming from.Although my specalist doesnt think treatment point will light years away i dont have much have much idea of what may be ahead.Life seems to be based around twelve weekly appointments!.Although in the main i stay bright and cheerful ,carrying on with life as normal,it is a strange position to be in.I find i cant do as much as i could and get tired easily.Knowing there are other people out there in a similer position is helpful,it was good to read your email and hope you are keeping well .x