Lorna you have a right to be angry as you like me feel deprived of doing all the things at this time of life you should be doing. Having brought up 3 daughters we thought we would be taking trips abroad not constant trips to doctors & hospitals. My husband is in hospital at the moment having his 2nd SCT which is horrible having to watch him go through all this treatment again and praying it will last longer than the last time. Its not just us it effects my grandchildren just can't understand why there Papa is sick again and stopping him from doing things with them that he would like to.Remember you have to look after yourself as well and try and always have sometime for you.I don't participate on the site very often but read the messages most days and it helps me to know that I am not the only one going through this nightmare.
Sandra x