Hi Chelle I know just how you feel. I wish it were me with the B….. illness, its just so hard to watch your hubby so poorly. Theres no easy answer as hard as it is dont ever give up hope. When Michael was first diagnosed there were no drug treatments around and when he relapesed after his second SCT Velcade was on trial, but we were told we couldnt have it, and to go and enjoy what life we had left together, cant tell you how we both felt. But I didnt give up,I wrote to my MP the Prime Minister made myself a complete nuisance with the PCT and eventually he got the drug, and guess what, it didnt work infact it made him really ill. What im trying to say hes been through all the drugs on offer, at the moment that is. Hes now on a clinical trial for Bendamustine, hes not doing very well on it but last Friday the clinical trials lead spoke to us and said MM is having more money put into trials than any other cancer and there are a couple more drugs in the pipeline, so please please as hard as it is never give up
Big Hugs
Sue x