hi friends

thank you for your postings i will take on board all you have said thank thank you.

my neighbour took me to gordon ramseys resturant in chelsea today and insisted it was her and her husbands treat, what a treat!! It was wonderful, what a lovley friend i have.

my father has not changed according to my sister, but his sweet lady…[Read more]

hi bridget
i do hope all goes well tomorrow, and the proff gets to grips with your wretched pain. there cannot be anything worse than pain.
with love sarah xx

Hi Min

I just know tomorrrow will a wonderful celebration of Peter's life, as Gordon's was. I still have a problem with 'celebration' I wanted and still do, rage against the injustice of losing my husband! But I went along with the flow, and the very funny yorkshire vicar!.
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Hi Bridget

Just read your post so sorry about the pain you are in, hospices are wonderful for pain control,pain is so awful, watching gordon in pain was terrible like so many men he would not admit to the amount of pain he was in. cyber hugs but not to tight cause i do not want to hurt you.

with love sarah xxx

Dear Min
I am so so sorry that Peter has lost his battle with mm, i am so shocked,i how you feel believe me. I am sure you have lots of family around you. they are always with me, to the point sometimes i want them to go, but when they do i want them to come back!
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Hi amelie

What a wondful post, I know you will keep that beutiful night in your heart. I have many memories in mine.x

with love sarah x

Dear Dai

Hope you both have a lovley holiday, keep well!

Best wishes Sarah

Good bye Gaye, a very sad farewell to lovley lady, at least like gordon, she is no longer in pain.

my sympathy to all her friends and family.

sarah xx

Hi Min

What a hoot, are big macs classed as part of a neutropenic diet?!!

Hope all is still bleeding wonderful with the kitchen

Sleep well

Sarah xxx

Hi All

The harvest is all in, it rained the next day, i am sure gordon had something to do with it! I do not remember ever finishing this eary before, only 1976 and then we had nothing to cut because everything had dried up!

Still keep thinking gordon is in hospital, dreading reality, i will keep taking the little white pills at…[Read more]

Hi Min

Gordon and I would often end up at loggerheads, this mean mean disease. I too would walk out, i think it helped, try talking to the macs, it sounds as though you have a good rapport with them, someone needs to listen to you both, poor Peter, just wants his normal life back.

with love sarah xx

Hello one and all

Wish i had dreams like you briget, what fun all those bras blooming away happily!!

Dia, the weather here is also good for the weekend, hopefully we will finish our last field of wheat, down here in the south farmers are almost protect there are so few. I wish, we normally end up with road rage!

love to all

sarah

Hi Eve

Keep laughing!!! Honestly some people the things they say!!

Sarah xx

Hi Min
There is no way Peter should be going back and forward to hospiyal the district nurses should be able to do daily bloods, as Dai says things always go wrong on a friday afternoon, I know this as a DN and a carer, so shout loud. I hate to say this but macmillian nurses seem to work 9-5pm monday to friday, hopefully you have accsess to the…[Read more]

dear Bridget

Stay stong and keep swearing.

With love sarah xx

hi all my cyber friends thank you for being there i get so much suppout from you all you all know what this mm is all about. i am totally unable to talk to anyone on the phone at the moment thank god for email, texts and cyber space.
sarah xxx

Thank you every one for your postings, dai your description of the photo of your relatives, all those yaers ago was lovley. i am sitting here with gordon in bed feeling that it is all happening to someone else.
with love sarah xx