Hi Carol, I lost a son at 19 years of age, he would be 45 now and no doubt married with children – sadly that was not to be. For 18 months I could not speak his name without welling up with tears. I still think of him and even now I am begining to feel emotional as I write this.
I believe when you lose someone you love the pain does not go away, it just gets easier to hide. However you will move on, as I have, and you will laugh and cry as memories of his life come back to you.
I wish you the very best.
Kindest regards ? Vasbyte
David
p.s I have just read Eve's point "never refuse an invite" and I think it is very important that you do not allow your grief to push away friends.