Thanks all,
Min your right, I always imagine him in the garden, watching the birds. I lost all birds when the tree blew down and work started. Just getting one or two back. Hopefully more when bird table comes. Friends are buying it me.
I went to a place that make benches and furniture from trees Bridget and Jean. I decided there is only 1 Michael so he has a bench no-one else can have.
I try to keep going, but the deadly silence does it to me all the time. I still haven't properly broken don't know why, so still having lots of bad days.
I hope your all fighting the fight, for yourselves or with your loved ones. Your all a tower of strength and I'll never forget you.
Love to you all
Roz