[RozParticipant]

Bet as soon as it happened, you had a sigh of relief that at last they are going to look after him and not expect me to do it!! Didn't you?? But then part of you was sad because he was back in a place he didn't want to go and you felt guilty for sending him? I know these feelings because I dealt with them all from Michael.
I just want to say this Min and please don't take it the wrong way. Now he is in the room on his own, please make sure he gets the same care and attention that he deserves. I'm only saying this because I found that the longer they were treating Michael the care was not the same. At the very begining they were all over him like a rash, but as time went by things dwindlled away. I just don't want it to happen to you.
SO FIGHT THE FIGHT TOO. Depression is part of this horrible disease..
All the best to you both.
Wish and hope Peter improves.
Roz

[RozParticipant]

Very good it nearly made me better too.

Enjoy
Roz

[RozParticipant]

Sorry about missing your emails.
sorry you have been so bad, but as usual your fighting the fight, it must have been hard for you.
Having had DVT myself 3 times I know how hard it is but to deal with this horrible disease too must have been a nightmare.

hope you have a good break
Love Roz

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You tell em girl,
Shout all you can. That way you will be heard hopefully.
Been there and done it so I know how you feel. You get all the help you need at home.
Hope Peter starts feeling more human soon.

Love to you both
Roz

[RozParticipant]

Hi Sarah,

Glad Gorden was thought of lots and the funeral was a sell out. It must have been hard to let us all know.
Thanks for doing it. Please keep in touch

Love to you all
Roz

[RozParticipant]

Thank you everyone,

I don't know what I would have done without you while Michael was so ill. Now I don't know what I'd do without you keeping me sane.
[b]Your all great[/b] I wish I could wave a magic wand and make you all well again.

Love
Roz

[RozParticipant]

Thanks Lorraine and Gill

Do you know what I look at the solar lights early in the morn or just as they are coming on, speak to Michael and tell him how great it looks just for him. I miss him loads.

Roz

[RozParticipant]

Glad your home Keith,

Have a good break, don't do too much too soon. Relax Relax, without the needles and drugs.

All the best
Roz

[RozParticipant]

Thanks all,
Min your right, I always imagine him in the garden, watching the birds. I lost all birds when the tree blew down and work started. Just getting one or two back. Hopefully more when bird table comes. Friends are buying it me.
I went to a place that make benches and furniture from trees Bridget and Jean. I decided there is only 1 Michael so he has a bench no-one else can have.
I try to keep going, but the deadly silence does it to me all the time. I still haven't properly broken don't know why, so still having lots of bad days.
I hope your all fighting the fight, for yourselves or with your loved ones. Your all a tower of strength and I'll never forget you.
Love to you all
Roz

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Hi Gaye,

My thoughts are with you. You were always there for me so hope I can offer you my love and hope you carry on being a support for all, and I hope you get all the help and support you need too.
Sorry if it doesn't make sense but I think you know what I'm trying to say.
Hope you can keep smiling and fighting for loads of time to come.

Luv Roz

[RozParticipant]

Hi Sarah

Sorry to hear about your husband Gorden

Sorry its took me so long to reply, but I only come on a few times to see how your all doing since Michael passed away.

Love and all the best to you, I'm thinking of you lots

Roz

[RozParticipant]

Great news David,

Keep up the good work

All the best to you and hope you have a nice holiday

Love Roz

[RozParticipant]

Your welcome

Look after yourself
Have a good break
Roz

[RozParticipant]

Hi Min

Michael went right down in weight with Velcade. He weighed less than an eight yr old they told him, he had dieticians ( spelt that wrong) coming around him all the time.

Hope Peter starts improoving soon

Love to you both
roz

[RozParticipant]

Hi Dai, And Jo,

Thanks for your kind thoughts. I don't think I'll ever get closure. If Rachael my daughter had kept her promise to her dad things would be different but as it stands she won't visit me never mind look after me like she promised Michael…So his ash's stay with me, I can't get any where alone, so his ashes don't go to Teignmouth!! I'm hoping to get a memorial bench for the garden soon, so that the bird table and everything he will just have to settle for 2nd best!! May be he won't mind being beside my bed some more.

Thanks
Roz

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