Thanks All
Min it really takes some getting used to..I've found out I talk to myself now.
The other week I took out friends and family who helped me at the begining and still are there for me. A meal for 9, great talk, drink and laughter.
Then we pull up at home I go inside to deadly silence.I didn't like it.
Eve We are all people in our own right and I try to go to disability meetings the same as before Michael was ill, but the bad days do still come along when I'm in a daze or tears flow. My mum says your down in yourself again that won't help…but these days just don't go away.
I've always been independent due to being disabled, but this is so so different and Min, Sara, and all other widows I applaud you for carrying on.
Love to you all
Roz xxx