Good to see you using this resource and the Under 50s Group. When local support groups are able to operate more normally face to face you might also find that very beneficial.
It is scary, annoying and just on a purely practical life level, extremely disruptive. Remember that you are not alone and as Tim, me and others show you there are reasons for optimism.
It can be hard to hold onto that in the early ‘sky falling in’ days when newly diagnosed but one day at a time, the best you can IS good advice.