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Hi Bridget,

My fingers are crossed too. Here is hoping a new year means fantastic results for you all.

All the best
Love Roz xxx

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Glad you had a good xmas Shirl
I got through anniversary. Xmas Eve, my mates called, one got me to sob like never done b4.
I'm glad you got spoilt you deserve to be. Have a good weekend and hope your new year becomes all right for you and your family.
Rachael hasn't come round yet, boyfriend is 1st in her eyes. I'll learn to put her on back boiler till she comes around.

All the best your a star you know:-D
Love Roz xx

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Thanx Tom

No it wasn't easy! you can tell with me being on here now.

June got me to sob like never before.
My sister told Rachael on facebook she better get her act together b4 she looses me, not those words, alot of beeping I think.
Made me realise that Michael wanted me to carry on working for the disabled so I will if they let me, I've been out so long they may not want me.
I'll always love Michael, I know I'll never re-marry, but Rachael has to learn by herself. At the moment new boyfriend comes first I'll just hav to wait till she comes back to me. I'll do my crying either with counsellor or alone.
All the best for the new year.
Onwards and upwards
Love Roz xx

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Hi Min

I survived too. Xmas Eve aniversary, I had music full blast, tears, looking at his garden. That evening two friends came, we set off some lanterns for Michael, then one friend started to get at me but hold me close and tight until I sobbed and sobbed. I felt better after that. Went to my sisters xmas day, been on my own ever since.
I've decided to put Rachael on a back burner. I'll never stop loving them but it's up to them when they come to me again. I'll just do the best I can to live my life.
If I'm able I'm going to help my mate chair the group we are both in, but others have got to agree. Plus he's got to get well he has come down with Chronic bronchitis. Hope it wasn't wen we were in wind setting off lanterns.

All best for New Year Min
and for All on site

Luv Roz xxx

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All the best to one and all
You keep me plodding along. Without you I'd be gone

Have a healthy Christmas, Keep safe.But have Fun

Love Roz xx

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[b]TENDERLY[/b] is my word

That leaves RLY anyone
Roz

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Hi Tom

I'm learning to understand that it's tough to be alone after being married. Its going to take me a long time to get used to doing things just for me.

All the best
Roz
xx

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Thanks Min

This is kinda where we all are, bet the lady has been through it herself. I got invited to dinner next week with my disability group called http://www.activeindependence.org I've said no because at the moment I'm crying at the slightest thing. But I've told them I'll be back because I need something in my life. Apparently I'm only just starting to grieve having done everything for Michael,I'v left myself empty because I've no-one else to look after or give to, but myself; and I don't know how to give to myself. Thats why its taken me so long to break.

Thanks Min

Love Roz
xxx

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Thanks Min,

Spelling is something I'm usually good at too.Yes its hard. I just can't come to terms with being constantly alone! Having no-one to discuss your plans or answers to. Hope you start feeling better soon.
ICE

[b]ICECREAM [/b] is my next word, something else we all enjoy.

That leaves [b]EAM[/b] for next one

Love to you all
Roz

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[b]MUSHEROOMS[/b] I love em

OMS anyone

Roz

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Well done you for putting up trimmings:-)

Mine are still in the loft. I'm on my own so I'm not bothering, not seeing no-one so may stay in bed for Christmas.
Counsellor has told me I'm going to feel as raw as this for a very long time. She's told me that I don't realise what I did for Michael and how I did it alone without support. Any way enough of me moaning hope you all have a better time than I will

Love you all
Roz xx

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[b]LAYERS[/b]

Leaving ERS

Roz xx

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[b]essentials[/b]

We all have some,

Leaves [b]ALS[/b]

Love Roz xx

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Well done Tom,

Hope it's true and you can go onwards and upwards into the New Year.:-D
All the best
Love Roz xx

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All the best to Slim and yourself Eve,

My fingers and everything I can find are crossed for you.:-)

Love Roz xx

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