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So Sorry Gill,

I agree with the others, but knowing how we wern't allowed to travel when this happened to Michael, I no by experience that everything is put in your way to stop you going.
I wish you both all the best and hope Stephen can carry on alot longer.

Love to you both
Roz

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Hi Bridget

So sorry about your news, but I'm glad about the other.
I'm sorry I missed this earlier when I came and checked on you all. You all mean alot to me, so please try and keep strong. I'm so sorry it's happening to you again…It always happens to the good guys thats what I say now adays.
I wish you all the best and hope and pray some good news comes your way soon.

Love you lots

Roz xxx

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Hi Eve,

So glad things are moving along nicely for you both…you know what I mean by that so please forgive the pun. Sorry its taken me so long to see this only come on the site now and then, but I'm still interested and care about you all.
Give Slim my best wishes.

Love and all the best
Roz xxx

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Dear Joe,

Sorry about the loss of your dad. Haven't been on here for a while.

Michael my husband died from it as you probably know. So I know what your mum is feeling. We had been married 30yrs. As long as you are there for each other at this time and also the future, your mum should be fine. Your mum will be feeling things differently to what you are, but knowing your there for her will make things seem better, I'm sure.

All the best to you all
Love Rozxxx

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Dear Nicola,
I'm so sorry that it has come to this so soon. I'm also so sorry for not replying sooner. I come on this site every now and then these days since Michael went in Dec 2010.
I'm still raw but not like you are at this moment.
Please try and remember your dad in the good days. I went and had some canvas's done and they are on my walls. I say to people I needed them because the person who died wasn't Michael that is Michael.
I'm slowly getting there so I hope and pray you and your family will too.

Love and best wishes
Roz xxx

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Now don't tell fibs Tom, you took a picture of yoyr full breakfast before you ate it.
Glad your all right too.
I'm trying to get on with it Eve, but I know deep inside even though everyone tells me she uses me I'd love for her to come through my door.
Bet no card comes for mothers day, never got onelast year either and that hurt like mad.

All the best everyone
Love Roz

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Thanks Mavis,

Rachael has just decided to live her life with new boyfriend and I don't come into it. If yousaw how she is with me, and I am disabled and saw other peoples kids you'd see how selfish she is. Been told that today from people who have known her all her life. She just doesn't want to associate herself with me until she wants something. But I've stopped giving now because like I've said to her Am I a mum or just a purse.

Love and thanks
Roz

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Well done David,

I believe we all should have a choice so building your own must satisfy you inside.
At the moment I'm sorting out my own. Now I'm alone I believe it's something I need to do.
Any way back to you. I hope its along time until you need your own coffin

Love lots
Roz

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Great, it made my day,

Arn't kids great oh so Innocent and a delight to watch

Just remember to keep important papers away or you won't be laughing

Love and thanx Roz xxx

[RozParticipant]

Well done, the pair of you

Enjoy cruising we used to, it's so relaxing.

Hope you have a good time together for a very long time.

Love Roz xx

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Dear Chrissie,

I'm so sorry about your loss. My husband Michael died just a year ago xmas eve. He died in the middle of the night too.
What your feeling is unbearable, I know. I keep saying at least he is not in all that pain no more.
You will cry, you will scream, you will not understand what has happened but all I can say is come on here and let your feelings out, or if possible go to counselling. It took me 10 months to get a place but all I can say is it is really worth it. You really have to greive, and that takes a long long time. I bought a book to try and understand all my feelings because nothing felt real any more. It helped but I am still grieving for Michael, it is a long drawn out process, for some people. You will never forget but you will learn to live with your loss. This is where I am at the moment trying to live alone without Michael.
You can email me on rozmick281@btinternet.com and I'll be there for you if you need me.

Please give in to your pain and sorrow because if you don't you will get ill.

All the best, I'm trying to remember our good times so it's no good me saying to you remember your life together because I know it doesn't work like that.
Just give in to your emotions and when you can sob and sob. I did this exmas eve, it took me a year.
Please keep in touch.
Love and best wishes
Roz xxx

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Hi all,

[b]Arythmia[/b] is my word, that leaves MIA.

Roz xx

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Dai

I'm so sorry to hear you've had another loss,
think positive, remember your here for a reason. Please don't be guilty just try and cope with what you've got.

Love Roz xx

[RozParticipant]

Hi All

Calculate is something we all do

That leaves ATE

Love Roz

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Hello Michelle,
I'm sorry you are at this stage. I lost my husband xmas eve 2010. I found it very hard to say goodbye because I had to be positive. [b]Please be positive[/b]more and more drugs are available.
Your husband will know himself when the time is right, so until then stay positive and hopeful. When your husband is ready he shall tell you like Michael my husband did. He'll ask you to get the family together so he can do it himself before the myeloma takes over. So until then please try and be strong. Show him that you can be positive together.
When your alone, scream, shout, cry and swear. I did!
When your husband gets down, try and bring him back up. Ask all the questions to his consultant, then you'll know that there is always another day.
I hope you and your husband can be strong, I wish you all the best and hope and pray that its not time to say goodbye for a very long time.
All the best
Love Roz xx

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