Hi Tina
Yes I'm going again on the 12th December. I came home drained, saw everything again. She told me for 3yrs I really was put through it mentaly and I'm blaming myself for everything except Michael getting Myeloma of course, but it took the doctors 1 year before they would investigate and by then he had 99% myeloma so I blame them for not helping quicker.
She thinks it could help if I put things in some kind of order because I spoke from one thing to another. So I'm writing it down and crying of course, but I'll get there fingers crossed. Rachael has to help herself with her concience I can't do it she said.
Thanks alot
Roz xx