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Well done Bridget

I know this is hard, Michael refused to give it himself and I watched but never did it cos he was in hospital all the time. BUT YOU KNOW WHAT GIRL I'LL GIVE YOU A BADGE FOR BEING BRAVE. In fact you all deserve a badge or medal for going through all these treatments.

Well done one and all
Love Roz xxx

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Is there any of this at your party,
[b]Tomahawk Sparkling Red[/b]
it's 3 words so I [b]cheated[/b] just in case

leaving RED or TED

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Thanks David

You always knew how to put a smile on my face
Roz xx

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Hi Tina
Sorry for getting it wrong. Michael just wouldn't discuss anything like that he just said stop being morbid, or thanks you want to get rid of me.Even when Michael was delusional and confused he used to say I can do it, you don't have to struggle, he wouldn't admit it until the end when he told me he wanted to see everyone while he could then no-one else was to see him as he was dying, but thats the by and by.
I know he won't like what I've become but you can't turn it off just like that either.
I can't believe it myself.Hope your toe picks up

Hi Tom yes Michaels heard me alot over the 10 months, well I talk to him and shout to him anyway. I've told him that our daughter hasn't been there for me like she promised him. I've asked him to give me strength like he said before he died but I'm still a wreck. Just have to see what happens.
All the best to you
Roz xx

[RozParticipant]

How about some of this c[b]ommercialization[/b]

ION any one

Roz xx

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Thanks Min

Michael died faster than anyone expected too, nothing was discussed one minute he was in remission, then infected with his arm and all the delusions so we never spoke about him dying. I chose everything and still hope I did it right.

Its been 10 months and I'm thinking about what you said so one of the lady doctors may get to see me because I'm no good like this. Thanks for that!!

Have a great holiday, enjoy the fountains and have as much sleep as you can.

Hi Tina,
Glad you had a nice holiday. I wish Michael would have been more like your Patrick.. He wouldn't discuss him dying. I just got give us a kiss, my love will keep you strong.

All the best to you both
Love Roz xx

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Hi Shirley

Good to hear your doing ok in a fashion..Its always worse for the patient even though the consultants are glad.

Sorry not been in touch with you for a while, still getting over Michael..I can't believe how its affected me.
Anyway keep up the good work, lets hope the cancer keeps away
All the best
Love Roz xx

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Hi Keith

I think Michael got this sort of thing after his SCT I remember him having creams and injections for it…He wasn't allowed out of his room at one bit, but you've gone past that part so just see it as a slight normal hick up.

All the best to you
Love Roz xx

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Hi Keith

So glad to hear things are looking good for you…Who cares if your itching here:-/ or there:-S or is it all over:-D

Keep up the good work, onwards and upwards remember

Love and all the best
Rozxx

[RozParticipant]

Here is another flower but added a S on end

[b]delphiniums[/b]

That leaves UMS

Its windy here today enjoy your hoiday

Roz

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Well I'll do another, on tender hooks tonight so here's

[b]ionospheric[/b]

That leaves RIC

Love to you all

Roz xx

This time last year I was complaining about him and the hospital this year I'm still complaining cos I'm alone..Isn't life fun
Love you
Roz

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Thanks Tom

I think it's the time of year, dark nights and days this time last year hearing the bad news. My friends mum being in hospital and I'm stuck here unable to go and we are both thinking another funeral to go too, I know my mate is she says she is getting prepared. I'm just thinking Not Again it's this time of yr again. Just need to get used to the sound of silence and not asking him his thoughts about things thats happening. Even boiler broke down in middle of service today..My luck hey.

All best to you all out there onwards and upwards as you say
Love to you
Roz

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Hi Tom

There probably are places that take disabled on holidays, but not much of a holiday, they will be more than likley based in hotels full of disanled people.

It'll be along time getting along those lines because I'm finding day to day alone hard to bear at the mo.

All the best
Love Rozxx

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Well done Tina,
Bad luck about your toe though, hope your hobbling ok

Roz

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How about
JUSTIFICATION they are not together but still within in it

Leaving ION

Rozx

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