Hi Sarah
Sorry things seem so down at this moment,Sarah go and see your doctor,all the worry tears and upset is taking it,s toll on you.Get your emotions under control even if it means popping pills it will put you in a better frame of mind,it is so hard when you cannot see any light at the end of the tunnel,and the demons always seem to come out in the middle of the night when you cannot sleep.
Things are looking bad,but they can do so much these days,and you have to be strong to fight his corner,a few months ago I could not see Slim getting better,but we have jumped that hurdle and we are getting ready for the next one,so be strong,We are all thinking about you, love eve